No one around

At this hour,I guess I am all alone,no one to depend onto as nights are the time for people to slow down their paces in this fast-moving society,take a rest in order to repeat the whole cycle in the following day.I used to have such luxury, and I never ever thought that one day I can somehow lose my right or should say lose the inborn ability to sleep.Since I have no one to talk to at these hours,I guess I can only pour all of those frustration that I had been feeling for the past few days here before I really gone CUKOO....

For the past few days,I was having high fever which wasn't likely to recover for the next following days.I took medication like usual,not knowing that for the next few days I would be suffering like now.At first I thought the cause of insomnia was because of my 'Feng shi" problem,that as long as I applied medication to my legs and for the next few hours I would be dozing off soundly.God knows that I had been staying up for the whole night!! Everytime I closed my eyes, there was this heavy thing inside my head,that no matter how much I relaxed,I couldn't let that thing dissolve away and dream. Dreaming is a luxury too. But I never appreciate that...but taking that for granted,served me right..I seriously think that my biological cycle already turned upside down,but many times I doubt that I would be able to sleep the next morning,If I was lucky enough,I will..If not,I might as well knock myself out cold before my body system totally collapses due to lack of sleep...Sigh..........

No one can understand what I am feeling now.I am having migraine,my eyes are tired,my teeth occasionally sting out of reason and some unknown pain that occurs right around my tummy that comes tonight.... Sigh.....Maybe when you read this,you would nicely suggest me to just close my eyes and rest,but things wasn't so easy..I hate the feelings of tossing here and there on bed to find a suitable location to sleep and for god's sake I had been lying on bed for hours!!I tried literally every inch of the bed to find the perfect spot but I was always let down with disappointment..I even tried the couch in the living room,my room and then again my brother's room...except for toilets...(lol...so cold) Of course I can't be knocking on my parents' bedroom door at this unearthly hour,because I am pretty sure that I would get the same negative result that I always expected and get disappointed over and over again.

There was a saying that goes," The greater you hope,the heavier you fall' , so the conclusion is
DON'T HOPE. oh shit...It stung again........greater frequency than before...Lol..Let's continue with my complaints...I asked my mum yesterday to get me some sleeping pills and yes , the answer was what you probably had in mind now. Short and Simple.NO. Life was not a bed of roses..I had everything that I need for the past 19years...I had a shealter , had clothes to put on,had food on the table,loving families and friends,maybe not this time for HEalth....I know this sound depressing but this is what I am thinking now.Lol..good news..I know the cause of the pain of my tummy now.I forgot how little I took during the wedding ceremony and slept( technically lying on bed with eyes closed) Now running down my stomach with energetic fluid--->Milo...

OK,my fault again...But the problem is I DON'T KNOW that I was hungry...reason acceptable right? So frusrated,I already finished that cup of milo but the stinging sensation still lingers........
Really speechless...Aiyar.....nothing to do already,I already done what I can.

There were people out there who love their night times,which I don't specifically try to find out the reason whatsoever,but what I want to say here is I hate my nighttime,NOT FOR NOW of course..But if I recover,I would definitely love them too...My life is upside down now,most of the time,I was sapped of energy and every moment I tried my luck to sleep.If this ever continues,how am i going to university?HAiz...God knows.........

Bored

I failed my dish this afternoon..Haha, First,it was tasteless and second the bihun was too soft..Haha..I really wanted to get out of the house, went to beaches or waterfalls..But without my brother around,I guessed I had to stick at home or shop then..Of course I prefered going to shop,there was no one to talk to at home and I did not want to be alone...At least here I can talk to my daddy..even though he mostly busy at work...

Yesterday, Chen Han( Mr Toh's son) came to my house..He dropped by to see my youngest sister,together with his two other friends..He said he was having a competition at the library near my house...That time I was lazing around on my brother's bed,using his computer when he was having his bath,when suddenly I heard someone calling me...And got the shock of my life when I saw him..definitely taller than me now..even though he is two years younger than me...He kept complaining me and my brother for not visiting his father(my previous english teacher)...HAha...And I always complained why his father brought my bro,Liang shen and Seek Yan go fishing but did not bring me...So swt..

Activities at home

These few days, I felt so bored at home..Starting to rot already I guessed...And it was just the beginning of the holidays...Err..no offence to those who did not have holidays k...

So,almost everytime I stayed in my brother's room,singing,cracking some jokes or watched movie together..more often than not,we sang until a bit"zhou yin"..But nvm la..who cares right...Then this afternoon, I did something funny when I found something in my brother's wadrobe...Er...it was my brother's old taekwando uniform..Ermm...And a thought crossed my mind..Immediately, I changed and wow...I was so bergaya...I felt I was very pro in fighting in that uniform..And I asked my brother to show me a few techniques so that I looked like a real fighter...


After I introduced the korean drama "Boys over flowers" to my youngest sister, she was glued to my laptop yesterday...and she watched from 3pm to 5am something!!! Tudio.She was more KENG CHAO than me..I wondered how her metabolism worked?? Won't she feel tired?? I knew this because I woke up in the middle of my sleep and saw her still watching!! A glance on my watch showed that it was 5.15am...


In this picture,I tried my very best to not to laugh...This was one of Johnny Bravo's favourite posts..The guy who always tried to get the attention of gals..But my imitation was not so good because I did not wear sun glasses and muscleless ...haha...my brother and I was laughing our heads off when we took this picture...


Wow...I looked really "yao yeng" ..Like I was ready to fight!! Bring it on!!!

First day at home

Three days ago, I just came back from Subang. Because I had too many stuffs with me, I went to LCCT by taxi..My first time...(normally will take KTM)..and Wooi Mee told me that she got two taxi drivers' contact number with her..One was Uncle Goh and the other one was Uncle MIke..Uncle Goh was more friendly and would talk a lot, according to her, he can chat with you all the way to airport..On the other hand, Uncle Mike( MR mousie) was not friendly...As I did not feel like talking all the way to airport, I took Uncle Mike's contact no instead...

To my surprise, once I was in the taxi, he started talking to me..A LOT..I was thinking, "Why this uncle talked so much d?"Omg ... somemore he spoke in english,stress ler...All kinds of questions were thrown to me.." Where are you from? What you studying? Where you live? What you wanna do?When I go langkawi, you bring me around...and blah blah blah...

Finally, I reached there and I had to wear the ugly looking mask.. This mask was not like other mask..You looked like Donald Duck when you wore it..Aiyo..I felt so embarassed..But somehow I managed not to let this petty thing bother me...I did not want to bring virus back to my hometown ler..Later, I would be guilty forever....

I met my old friend there who had not come back to Malaysia for 1 year..He couldn't recognize me at first and I had to call him..He stared at me initially until I told him my name..So swt.. He was doing medicine in Russia and just finished his first year..

As soon as the air plane landed, I found myself impatiently getting down the plane..I wanted to be home as soon as possible..Haha..And the first thing my mum told me when she saw me was
"Why become so thin!!!" haha...

Steamboat Night

To tell you the truth, yesterday was the day where I laughed the most..I had no idea that it would turn out this fun at all..Too bad though, it will be our last night together..In the picture above, there are Terrence and Alvin and at the back are Alyssa, CK,Wooi Mee and me..Haiz, Abby and Poh Thing missed the fun..

Yesterday night, we went by Alvin's car.Luckily,we were all slim enough to squeeze into his car..As the impression that Alvin gave all of us was shy and unsociable,we were a bit worried at first that the dinner will turn out arkward.As you can see, the house comprised of 6gals and a guy..Plus,he seemed always pai sei with us, like always tried to avoid us..So, yesterday night was an eye opener,of what 180 degree change really meant..He was the one who talked the most and like Alyssa said,he was a joker..

As we stepped into the restaurant Yuen,the best steamboat restaurant ever, the first thing I saw was this----EGGS...Tudio, so much...If eat all of this,sure our cholesterol shoot up very fast...

Immediately after this,there were an array of various delicacies,ranging from all kinds of vegetables to seafood..And the best part was we could help ourselves with as much as we could..Wow, what a paradise right!!

As Wooi Mee accidentally fell down yesterday afternoon,having her knees ended up in bruises, she had to restrain herself from taking any seafood..The soup were of two types, Tomyam and plain soup..so the one that was contaminated with seafood was the Tomyam soup,due to CK 's prawn(Hhaha,joking) ...KK,then we all helped ourselves with all the dishes and the steamboat started!!

Look appetizing right..The sight of this really made my stomach rumble and my mouth salivate..Can't wait having a bite of that juicy and round shaped thing...Drink the mouth watering soup..

hahah...I purposely made you all feel like eating..Haha...The left side was TomYam soup and the right side was plain soup...But I prefered plain soup better..

Hehe, here comes the famous food in Restaurant Yuen ever---chicken wings..I heard that many people came to eat this..There was no queue when this dish was served as it was limited..People will swarm in like bees just to get the food..In the first round,we missed the dish.. We were slow..Later, CK managed to take a whole plate of chicken wings!! We all stared in awe, with all our mouths agape..She said she had observed the movement of the waiter that served this dish long time ago, just to be the first one to get the chicken wings!! Wow,incredible..Haha...

Eh? Where were all the chicken?? Left a pile of chicken bones only..Haha...CK is the best!!!

After this, there was desserts!! Ice-cream!!! Oooo.....NICe...

See,this was Alyssa's favourite part..She loves ice-

cream..especially chocolate Baskin Robbins...

Too bad yesterday there was no chocolate ice-cream provided,or else she would be happier...She ate two cup of ice- cream!!!So keng Chao lo..I wanted to eat but stomach too full..haiz..Missed the precious chance...


After that, we just chit chatted among ourselves..Alvin told us that he was "food hunter"..He knew all the best food in subang like the back of this hand.. And I think that night was the night I blushed the most...They purposely made me feel embarassed just to see my face turned red..Somemore wanna take a video of me...so bad. and told me wanted to upload in youtube or facebook so that people can view..But I knew they just joke around...Everytime I blushed, they immediately added ice into my tea just to make me blush again after I calmed down...So swt...

Can you see the chinese words written in the picture? Haha..These are CK's blessing to me..Yeah..I will "aja" in everything that I do in future until I am successful..Hehe...

Thanks ya, my friends for giving us such an unforgettable farewell dinner.....

My Gang Members

Here comes my Gang Members..

Yen Luan-

-She is the type of gal who is very EMo..She is kind hearted and always likes to help others..She cannot stand injustice and likes to say " gei wo zha dao...." haha..
- Always pakat with me and Silvia to perli Xingern.. and sometimes bully her.. Haha..
-Scared to disappoint her parents and always do her best
-Asked me to think properly for my career
- Say GBB ahem ahem..
-Lost when go IMU and make really really scary dreams..
-no longer single.. haha,,found her present tense
-chased by benzene ring b4

Silvia-
-She is a very daring,funny and friendly gal..helped me choose my wallet when going to Sunway Pyramid
-Very pro in lab practicals,always the first one to finish..
-Very smart in studies, especially chemistry and math
-always same group with Xingern during chem lab
-like mature guys

Xingern
- like to tumbuk ppl
-always like to beat me whenever she is happy,excited or angry
-like to talk about cute guys,Boa, her dogs, and japan
-Always like to look out for PPD
-always very scared when get low mark for bio quiz
-very blur when tc asked her questions
-got one short dark and handsome husband( the keropok uncle) and tall, dark and handsome son
(haha..no offence..Xingern..joking)
-very good in studies
-very concentrate in class
-always finish her homework

Goodbye,Subang and friends

As you can see here, this was where I studied during my college years...In there, I definitely knew a lot of new friends..My gang members, my dear PM13 classmates as well as my dearest roommates and housemates..Haha..To think of them make me wanna laugh,..I really had a good time spending my time with them..

KK, let me start off with my first night in Subang.. That time I knew two new roommates from Johor Bahru..They are Kit Yee and Christine.. So at first I was considered as an alien there, because almost all my housemates and roommates were from Johor.. that time, I tried my best to mingle with them.. Er,,It was quite hard for me at first because for the first time in my life, I was sharing a room with two complete strangers.Plus,I was not the type that was very sociable.. I can get tongue tied..Haha.. But after few months,we got along well but not until the extent where we could kisiao together,,Time did not allow us to do so when Kit Yee was moving out to stay with her parents and Christine making her decison to study Form 6. ...I moved out after that...Er,,,I was the first one to move out,to be precise...

Around May, I had two new roommates again. They were from Kelantan and this time almost all my housemates and roommates were from Kelantan.. My new roommates were Poh Thing and Wooi Mee...The first impression Poh Thing gave me was she was very friendly and we got along with each other well. Poh Thing can be very very funny d..With her not around, our room will become very lonely and quiet..She always had a way to make us laugh..Then, Wooi Mee came in.. She was the type that was very quiet, and " si bun"...And she is really really good in make up..She helped Josephine and Alyssa to make up before..Wow...I always stared in awe.. She is good!!!

Alyssa, one of our housemates from Penang.. She was really really good in socialising... And she always liked to say" Freaking Hot"...and always call me " Funny gal"..Haha...Because I loved to sigh whenever I was stress, she came up with this..

" Don't sigh, later you pang sai.."

haha... That's very funny right..We always studied together during our A2 final exam and our friendship song was " Lemon Tree".. We always sang this song together while doing math..
I really cannot forget the enjoyable times me, Poh Thing, Wooi Mee and Alyssa spent together..
Now that I finished my A levels, again comes the sad part...We were parting each other.. I really did not know when will fate brought us together back again..Maybe 3 years or 10 years or even 15 years?Or when we become " lao ah ma"???? Who knows??

Haha, by then, everyone will change,our looks will be different... Haha, But no worries, we promised that we will invite each other to our respective wedding ceremony... haha..Let's not break our promise then..

Tonight,we will be having steamboat with all the housemates and roommates.. this is a farewell party for me and Alyssa.. Here, I would like to pass a message to Poh Thing and Wooi Mee.

" I am very thankful that we became roommates for a year.. You all are really good friends and always help me when I am in need of help.. I would like to apologize too if I made you all angry without knowing that myself..Again, Thank You...I will always remember you all and that our friendship never ends ..And remember to invite me to your wedding..Haha...


For Alyssa,

" I am grateful for knowing you as my friend... I always think that we are meant to be friends.. When you did not sign up in PM13 as one of the member of the class, I moved into the house which you happen to stay..Haha.. Last but not least, I also wish you always happy and tian tian mi mi with ur boyfriend...And I want to apologize to for all my wrongdoings..May our friendship never ends...