No one around

At this hour,I guess I am all alone,no one to depend onto as nights are the time for people to slow down their paces in this fast-moving society,take a rest in order to repeat the whole cycle in the following day.I used to have such luxury, and I never ever thought that one day I can somehow lose my right or should say lose the inborn ability to sleep.Since I have no one to talk to at these hours,I guess I can only pour all of those frustration that I had been feeling for the past few days here before I really gone CUKOO....

For the past few days,I was having high fever which wasn't likely to recover for the next following days.I took medication like usual,not knowing that for the next few days I would be suffering like now.At first I thought the cause of insomnia was because of my 'Feng shi" problem,that as long as I applied medication to my legs and for the next few hours I would be dozing off soundly.God knows that I had been staying up for the whole night!! Everytime I closed my eyes, there was this heavy thing inside my head,that no matter how much I relaxed,I couldn't let that thing dissolve away and dream. Dreaming is a luxury too. But I never appreciate that...but taking that for granted,served me right..I seriously think that my biological cycle already turned upside down,but many times I doubt that I would be able to sleep the next morning,If I was lucky enough,I will..If not,I might as well knock myself out cold before my body system totally collapses due to lack of sleep...Sigh..........

No one can understand what I am feeling now.I am having migraine,my eyes are tired,my teeth occasionally sting out of reason and some unknown pain that occurs right around my tummy that comes tonight.... Sigh.....Maybe when you read this,you would nicely suggest me to just close my eyes and rest,but things wasn't so easy..I hate the feelings of tossing here and there on bed to find a suitable location to sleep and for god's sake I had been lying on bed for hours!!I tried literally every inch of the bed to find the perfect spot but I was always let down with disappointment..I even tried the couch in the living room,my room and then again my brother's room...except for toilets...(lol...so cold) Of course I can't be knocking on my parents' bedroom door at this unearthly hour,because I am pretty sure that I would get the same negative result that I always expected and get disappointed over and over again.

There was a saying that goes," The greater you hope,the heavier you fall' , so the conclusion is
DON'T HOPE. oh shit...It stung again........greater frequency than before...Lol..Let's continue with my complaints...I asked my mum yesterday to get me some sleeping pills and yes , the answer was what you probably had in mind now. Short and Simple.NO. Life was not a bed of roses..I had everything that I need for the past 19years...I had a shealter , had clothes to put on,had food on the table,loving families and friends,maybe not this time for HEalth....I know this sound depressing but this is what I am thinking now.Lol..good news..I know the cause of the pain of my tummy now.I forgot how little I took during the wedding ceremony and slept( technically lying on bed with eyes closed) Now running down my stomach with energetic fluid--->Milo...

OK,my fault again...But the problem is I DON'T KNOW that I was hungry...reason acceptable right? So frusrated,I already finished that cup of milo but the stinging sensation still lingers........
Really speechless...Aiyar.....nothing to do already,I already done what I can.

There were people out there who love their night times,which I don't specifically try to find out the reason whatsoever,but what I want to say here is I hate my nighttime,NOT FOR NOW of course..But if I recover,I would definitely love them too...My life is upside down now,most of the time,I was sapped of energy and every moment I tried my luck to sleep.If this ever continues,how am i going to university?HAiz...God knows.........

Bored

I failed my dish this afternoon..Haha, First,it was tasteless and second the bihun was too soft..Haha..I really wanted to get out of the house, went to beaches or waterfalls..But without my brother around,I guessed I had to stick at home or shop then..Of course I prefered going to shop,there was no one to talk to at home and I did not want to be alone...At least here I can talk to my daddy..even though he mostly busy at work...

Yesterday, Chen Han( Mr Toh's son) came to my house..He dropped by to see my youngest sister,together with his two other friends..He said he was having a competition at the library near my house...That time I was lazing around on my brother's bed,using his computer when he was having his bath,when suddenly I heard someone calling me...And got the shock of my life when I saw him..definitely taller than me now..even though he is two years younger than me...He kept complaining me and my brother for not visiting his father(my previous english teacher)...HAha...And I always complained why his father brought my bro,Liang shen and Seek Yan go fishing but did not bring me...So swt..

Activities at home

These few days, I felt so bored at home..Starting to rot already I guessed...And it was just the beginning of the holidays...Err..no offence to those who did not have holidays k...

So,almost everytime I stayed in my brother's room,singing,cracking some jokes or watched movie together..more often than not,we sang until a bit"zhou yin"..But nvm la..who cares right...Then this afternoon, I did something funny when I found something in my brother's wadrobe...Er...it was my brother's old taekwando uniform..Ermm...And a thought crossed my mind..Immediately, I changed and wow...I was so bergaya...I felt I was very pro in fighting in that uniform..And I asked my brother to show me a few techniques so that I looked like a real fighter...


After I introduced the korean drama "Boys over flowers" to my youngest sister, she was glued to my laptop yesterday...and she watched from 3pm to 5am something!!! Tudio.She was more KENG CHAO than me..I wondered how her metabolism worked?? Won't she feel tired?? I knew this because I woke up in the middle of my sleep and saw her still watching!! A glance on my watch showed that it was 5.15am...


In this picture,I tried my very best to not to laugh...This was one of Johnny Bravo's favourite posts..The guy who always tried to get the attention of gals..But my imitation was not so good because I did not wear sun glasses and muscleless ...haha...my brother and I was laughing our heads off when we took this picture...


Wow...I looked really "yao yeng" ..Like I was ready to fight!! Bring it on!!!

First day at home

Three days ago, I just came back from Subang. Because I had too many stuffs with me, I went to LCCT by taxi..My first time...(normally will take KTM)..and Wooi Mee told me that she got two taxi drivers' contact number with her..One was Uncle Goh and the other one was Uncle MIke..Uncle Goh was more friendly and would talk a lot, according to her, he can chat with you all the way to airport..On the other hand, Uncle Mike( MR mousie) was not friendly...As I did not feel like talking all the way to airport, I took Uncle Mike's contact no instead...

To my surprise, once I was in the taxi, he started talking to me..A LOT..I was thinking, "Why this uncle talked so much d?"Omg ... somemore he spoke in english,stress ler...All kinds of questions were thrown to me.." Where are you from? What you studying? Where you live? What you wanna do?When I go langkawi, you bring me around...and blah blah blah...

Finally, I reached there and I had to wear the ugly looking mask.. This mask was not like other mask..You looked like Donald Duck when you wore it..Aiyo..I felt so embarassed..But somehow I managed not to let this petty thing bother me...I did not want to bring virus back to my hometown ler..Later, I would be guilty forever....

I met my old friend there who had not come back to Malaysia for 1 year..He couldn't recognize me at first and I had to call him..He stared at me initially until I told him my name..So swt.. He was doing medicine in Russia and just finished his first year..

As soon as the air plane landed, I found myself impatiently getting down the plane..I wanted to be home as soon as possible..Haha..And the first thing my mum told me when she saw me was
"Why become so thin!!!" haha...

Steamboat Night

To tell you the truth, yesterday was the day where I laughed the most..I had no idea that it would turn out this fun at all..Too bad though, it will be our last night together..In the picture above, there are Terrence and Alvin and at the back are Alyssa, CK,Wooi Mee and me..Haiz, Abby and Poh Thing missed the fun..

Yesterday night, we went by Alvin's car.Luckily,we were all slim enough to squeeze into his car..As the impression that Alvin gave all of us was shy and unsociable,we were a bit worried at first that the dinner will turn out arkward.As you can see, the house comprised of 6gals and a guy..Plus,he seemed always pai sei with us, like always tried to avoid us..So, yesterday night was an eye opener,of what 180 degree change really meant..He was the one who talked the most and like Alyssa said,he was a joker..

As we stepped into the restaurant Yuen,the best steamboat restaurant ever, the first thing I saw was this----EGGS...Tudio, so much...If eat all of this,sure our cholesterol shoot up very fast...

Immediately after this,there were an array of various delicacies,ranging from all kinds of vegetables to seafood..And the best part was we could help ourselves with as much as we could..Wow, what a paradise right!!

As Wooi Mee accidentally fell down yesterday afternoon,having her knees ended up in bruises, she had to restrain herself from taking any seafood..The soup were of two types, Tomyam and plain soup..so the one that was contaminated with seafood was the Tomyam soup,due to CK 's prawn(Hhaha,joking) ...KK,then we all helped ourselves with all the dishes and the steamboat started!!

Look appetizing right..The sight of this really made my stomach rumble and my mouth salivate..Can't wait having a bite of that juicy and round shaped thing...Drink the mouth watering soup..

hahah...I purposely made you all feel like eating..Haha...The left side was TomYam soup and the right side was plain soup...But I prefered plain soup better..

Hehe, here comes the famous food in Restaurant Yuen ever---chicken wings..I heard that many people came to eat this..There was no queue when this dish was served as it was limited..People will swarm in like bees just to get the food..In the first round,we missed the dish.. We were slow..Later, CK managed to take a whole plate of chicken wings!! We all stared in awe, with all our mouths agape..She said she had observed the movement of the waiter that served this dish long time ago, just to be the first one to get the chicken wings!! Wow,incredible..Haha...

Eh? Where were all the chicken?? Left a pile of chicken bones only..Haha...CK is the best!!!

After this, there was desserts!! Ice-cream!!! Oooo.....NICe...

See,this was Alyssa's favourite part..She loves ice-

cream..especially chocolate Baskin Robbins...

Too bad yesterday there was no chocolate ice-cream provided,or else she would be happier...She ate two cup of ice- cream!!!So keng Chao lo..I wanted to eat but stomach too full..haiz..Missed the precious chance...


After that, we just chit chatted among ourselves..Alvin told us that he was "food hunter"..He knew all the best food in subang like the back of this hand.. And I think that night was the night I blushed the most...They purposely made me feel embarassed just to see my face turned red..Somemore wanna take a video of me...so bad. and told me wanted to upload in youtube or facebook so that people can view..But I knew they just joke around...Everytime I blushed, they immediately added ice into my tea just to make me blush again after I calmed down...So swt...

Can you see the chinese words written in the picture? Haha..These are CK's blessing to me..Yeah..I will "aja" in everything that I do in future until I am successful..Hehe...

Thanks ya, my friends for giving us such an unforgettable farewell dinner.....

My Gang Members

Here comes my Gang Members..

Yen Luan-

-She is the type of gal who is very EMo..She is kind hearted and always likes to help others..She cannot stand injustice and likes to say " gei wo zha dao...." haha..
- Always pakat with me and Silvia to perli Xingern.. and sometimes bully her.. Haha..
-Scared to disappoint her parents and always do her best
-Asked me to think properly for my career
- Say GBB ahem ahem..
-Lost when go IMU and make really really scary dreams..
-no longer single.. haha,,found her present tense
-chased by benzene ring b4

Silvia-
-She is a very daring,funny and friendly gal..helped me choose my wallet when going to Sunway Pyramid
-Very pro in lab practicals,always the first one to finish..
-Very smart in studies, especially chemistry and math
-always same group with Xingern during chem lab
-like mature guys

Xingern
- like to tumbuk ppl
-always like to beat me whenever she is happy,excited or angry
-like to talk about cute guys,Boa, her dogs, and japan
-Always like to look out for PPD
-always very scared when get low mark for bio quiz
-very blur when tc asked her questions
-got one short dark and handsome husband( the keropok uncle) and tall, dark and handsome son
(haha..no offence..Xingern..joking)
-very good in studies
-very concentrate in class
-always finish her homework

Goodbye,Subang and friends

As you can see here, this was where I studied during my college years...In there, I definitely knew a lot of new friends..My gang members, my dear PM13 classmates as well as my dearest roommates and housemates..Haha..To think of them make me wanna laugh,..I really had a good time spending my time with them..

KK, let me start off with my first night in Subang.. That time I knew two new roommates from Johor Bahru..They are Kit Yee and Christine.. So at first I was considered as an alien there, because almost all my housemates and roommates were from Johor.. that time, I tried my best to mingle with them.. Er,,It was quite hard for me at first because for the first time in my life, I was sharing a room with two complete strangers.Plus,I was not the type that was very sociable.. I can get tongue tied..Haha.. But after few months,we got along well but not until the extent where we could kisiao together,,Time did not allow us to do so when Kit Yee was moving out to stay with her parents and Christine making her decison to study Form 6. ...I moved out after that...Er,,,I was the first one to move out,to be precise...

Around May, I had two new roommates again. They were from Kelantan and this time almost all my housemates and roommates were from Kelantan.. My new roommates were Poh Thing and Wooi Mee...The first impression Poh Thing gave me was she was very friendly and we got along with each other well. Poh Thing can be very very funny d..With her not around, our room will become very lonely and quiet..She always had a way to make us laugh..Then, Wooi Mee came in.. She was the type that was very quiet, and " si bun"...And she is really really good in make up..She helped Josephine and Alyssa to make up before..Wow...I always stared in awe.. She is good!!!

Alyssa, one of our housemates from Penang.. She was really really good in socialising... And she always liked to say" Freaking Hot"...and always call me " Funny gal"..Haha...Because I loved to sigh whenever I was stress, she came up with this..

" Don't sigh, later you pang sai.."

haha... That's very funny right..We always studied together during our A2 final exam and our friendship song was " Lemon Tree".. We always sang this song together while doing math..
I really cannot forget the enjoyable times me, Poh Thing, Wooi Mee and Alyssa spent together..
Now that I finished my A levels, again comes the sad part...We were parting each other.. I really did not know when will fate brought us together back again..Maybe 3 years or 10 years or even 15 years?Or when we become " lao ah ma"???? Who knows??

Haha, by then, everyone will change,our looks will be different... Haha, But no worries, we promised that we will invite each other to our respective wedding ceremony... haha..Let's not break our promise then..

Tonight,we will be having steamboat with all the housemates and roommates.. this is a farewell party for me and Alyssa.. Here, I would like to pass a message to Poh Thing and Wooi Mee.

" I am very thankful that we became roommates for a year.. You all are really good friends and always help me when I am in need of help.. I would like to apologize too if I made you all angry without knowing that myself..Again, Thank You...I will always remember you all and that our friendship never ends ..And remember to invite me to your wedding..Haha...


For Alyssa,

" I am grateful for knowing you as my friend... I always think that we are meant to be friends.. When you did not sign up in PM13 as one of the member of the class, I moved into the house which you happen to stay..Haha.. Last but not least, I also wish you always happy and tian tian mi mi with ur boyfriend...And I want to apologize to for all my wrongdoings..May our friendship never ends...

Feeling Grateful( But Guilty as well)

Yesterday, I was supposed to move my stuff to my cousin's house...Ok, I was ready to go with him when he came.. But surprisingly, he asked me not to follow!! What?! It was not right, I felt really really bad for troubling him like this...

This cousin of mine is older than me for 11 years..Imagine, I was just a baby when he was 11!! Maybe he had held me in his arms before..But I couldn't remember anymore.. We never spoke to each other when he came visit us in Langkawi during school holidays.. I always played with my other cousins who were younger than me...maybe it was because of age gap..He said his daddy asked him to become a good role model for others to see..

He never came back for several years after that.. When he came back, that was when I was Form 4..And he had mistaken me as my youngest sister!! Haha..He said I looked like I was Form 2...Hah... Made me happy nia..We went Island Hopping with my other cousins as well.. We became close since then.. He was not like any other adults..He can joke and laugh and "Kisiao " with us..

When I came to Subang to find rooms with my sister and mum, he was always there to give a helping hand..He drove us around to help us even though that meant his whole day was wasted..
Every time he will come to bring me out for lunch and helped me to move house again for the second time when I found that all my roommates were moving out and that the aunty wanted to charge me for RM700 per room!! that was around April..

And now, he helped me to move house again for the third time!! Oh, I owed him too much for his kindness..I did not know how to repay his kindness and I clearly knew that treating him for lunch or dinner couldn't repay all his kindness... So, here I would like to say Thank You to that cousin of mine for helping me for all this years..I am very grateful for what you had done for me ..

THANK YOU, Sim Hui ..

All the weird dreams I remembered

I really don't know what to write here,so let me tell you all the dreams I had for the past few months or even years if I could remember.

So let's begin with the most recent one. This was last night dream.
The scene was like this..WE (I forgot who they are dy) were being chased by a really really huge snake, It was anakonda, the diameter of its body was so thick that it scared me,and the head is damn huge! Here comes the weird part.. We ran into a pool of mud full of buffaloes, and maybe the mud covered our smell because after that the snake did not attack us even when it was sniffing at us!!

I suddenly woke up at 6.52am to reply a message .

The scene skipped to me losing someone really important..I remembered myself crying in the dream, and I woke up again just to find tears on my face..Wow, dream can be so real, I even cried myself out in the middle of my sleep! Imagine that.. Thank god my roommate did not wake up and saw me crying, she always told me that I talked in my sleep...and that scared her...haha

And got one time, I talked again, but not in chinese,in english ler...I spoke in english!! I myself also felt shocked when wooi mee told me this and when I tried to remember, I dreamt of me telling Alyssa something,asking her not to go into a mansion...That's why I spoke in English..

Okay, Now let me tell you another interesting dream..This dream was made when I was only 9 years old,er .. that was standard 3 then

You will be shocked!! I dreamt myself walking down an escalator and beside me stood a guy( my standard 3 classmates)..PS: Don't ask me who he is , really embarassing...
Er, I was wearing a green wedding gown(OMG!!! WHy Green!! Weird) and he was wearing a white suit.. and I vividly remembered my face was still the standard 3 face and I did not get the opportunity to see my future face at that time..Haha

Erm,let's skip to form 5 .. The night before SPM. Ok... I remembered seeing Jia Yin there, and some other Alor Star friends( don't remember who) ..They were doing exercise, and suddenly Jia Yin went to a clearing where the clearing was surrounded by a ring of fire. I was there with her ..and suddenly a wolf came into sight.. It was trying to get into the clearing, and I immediately ran into the thick lalangs.I found it really difficult to move faster..To my dismay, the wolf managed to break in and was running very fast in my direction. I panicked and it ran past me..Just before I managed to heave a sigh of relief, it turned back and at fleeting seconds,its jaw was at my neck..I was scared..It was going to snap my neck into two at any seconds..Maybe I watched too much Tv, because the next thing that I did was exactly the same scene from "Deep in the blue Sea" I fumbled for a knife in my pocket and I stabbed it in the eyes!!! Wow, Gross!! I dreamt I was that cruel and It speaked!! She asked me to let it go, and then I woke up with a start...I remembered myself saying;" If I don't kill you now, you will kill me..."

Ok...Another weird one...
Langkawi was having snow suddenly and I reared rabbits at that time...I immediately released them from the cage just to see them jump into the drain, transforming into ducks in the process..
that was really not logical..Ok now,my family members and I were freezing because of the coldness of the weather.. I asked mum to cover with a blanket( this blanket was my dad's one)
And she refused..You know what's her reason? Haha..She said that blanket was too old already and she did not want to use it...haha..really swt right..When you are really really cold and maybe you will freeze to death,you don't care so much whether it is old or new right? haha...

Miss you all guys

Yesterday will be the last day I will be seeing Silvia, not to mention Yen Luan and Xingern who I had not seen after exam..haiz..Ends up our outing together to 'kai kai" ( the four of us) never comes...Haha...Erm, maybe can meet up with them some other day in IMU..But for Silvia's case,if she is accepted by Nan Yang Uni, then haiz....

By then, can listen to Xingern babbling happily again about cute guys, Boa and her dogs..Aiya!!! We forgot to collect money from Xingern , about the fine for beating us...hOW CAN WE FORGET!!!!!!

Xingern must be thinking phew...aiyo..why she didn't remind us,haha...
Then, can see Yen Luan "emo ing" again..haha..Joking ler...no offence...Silvia, you must remember to contact us also har,, have to keep in touch..

Love you all guys...Miss ya, will be seeing you all after 6 months,,hehe

Hanging out at Sunway Pyramid(first day)

I don't feel like going there anymore, all I know is I feel bored of going there,..haha..

Let's start off with when I finished my IELTS test..

Two days ago.......

After my test, I felt like I was so free, didn't feel this free before..So, after that, I made my decison to go to Sunway Pyramid with Silvia..My second time going by bus,this time alone..And I ended up going down the wrong station...and have to walk quite a distance to reach there.. Swt..

NVM..I am trained for this..Haha, Aisyehman..sangat bergaya ler my tone

So, we had our lunch and a little bit girl's talk before heading to the theatre.We watched Blood the last vampire,but the movie did not turn out as interesting as it seemed. Just the action a bit more keng chao...but the plot was a bit lame,like no climax..

And later we found ourselves trapped in a spacious "room"...We couldn't get out as the lift won't open..We panicked, and luckily got two indian men came to our rescue! and we got saved...

Before we could say our thanks, They were gone,..Then, later me and Silvia did our part, we rescued people..Haha...and We did EVentually

We did a little shopping and before going back we took some photo.

Silvia owns a car..Look...hehhe.. So, We ended up taking almost all the pictures outside..

A weird dream

K now, I don't know why and how, but I saved several fish from a tap..Silly right,you must be thinking..But that's not all..You will be surprised!


The fish TALKED! And we became best friends...


I could even feel them in my hands,even though as I said, it was just a dream.
Many times I vividly remembered the bowl I kept them was DRY!

No water= Fish die


But each time,when I added water into it, they become alive again..What a relieF...
I don't know what is the significance of this dream, but to me it is another weird dream of mine...

Dear uncle and aunty of economy rice

Hmm, remember the first time we met???

I don't think you all will remember..Bet you all remember me when I started buying my lunch and dinner everyday from your stall..

Ok, now that I seldom frequent your stall so often anymore, to be honest, I felt bad and guilty a bit.. So when today when I passed by your stall with Silvia, suddenly uncle called me

" Sue Wah, where you want to go.." at that very moment, seemed like everybody had their eyes glued on me.. I made a hasty reply and when I wanted to leave, Aunty suddenly stopped me in my tracks, this time

"You see, Uncle asked about you , is concerned about you..."

haha...Pai sei le...Hmm, I will buy my lunch and dinner from you all some other time .....

My Speaking test..

What is in my mind now is T.T... I don't know what I am doing just now. I tried so much to be calm, and I managed to eventually just to find out that My Pronounciation was not CLEAR...
Even though I came out of the room smiling, but I knew I did not do well this time...
I tried to talk to her like a friend, her look was stern, but I managed to make her smile a bit somehow..which her smile was very important to me to help me relax..


I really need to RELAX.

I was scared..but now I felt relieved..I don't think I care anymore...If the results turn out to be not good,then just take again! What's the big deal right..After all, It's just an english test..


It's not that I will die if I fail this time right..

Think I a bit crazy already, forgive me my friends...My brain now is not functioning right.. To think Yesterday I couldn't sleep again..and the room just now almost freeze me to death...

But don't worry, think I already released my stress already..can move on already..

KTV night

I don't exactly remember when poh thing,wooi mee,alyssa and me went for karaoke..but what I know is we really had an enjoyable day singing...Before that,Poh Thing told us the fee will be less than RM25..So we got the shock of our lives when the bill came out as it turned out that each person had to pay for RM61!!!!!
Lucky Thing i didn't have heart ATTACk at that time..LOL
We had buffet that night and I found myself gobbling down the food!! That was when I knew I was that hungry..HAHa...Without our knowing,Poh Thing and Wooi Mee were in a team and me and Alyssa in another..
The Part where I enjoyed myself the most is when we sang "NUMB" by LINKIN Park...

To be exact,we were not singing.. We SHOUT...Shout until our voices hoarse..But the feeling was great..Haha..I guessed Poh Thing and Wooi Mee must be thinking.." Sue Wah and Alyssa can be so siao.."
LOL..I knew I spoilt my image. Maybe I did not have an image in the first place..But whatever.....haha...you know what..when one of the waiter came in,that's when we are singing "Welcome to my life" by Simple Plan..Alyssa immediately stopped singing but I didn't..And she laughed...haha...
It was a very nice memory for us...As we were parting each other soon,I believed the memory we shared together would not fade...

My second Interview

So,yesterday i had my interview at IMU for dentistry...
I think i nearly died of pain as my feet were killing me!! All thanks to the high heel shoes...
But also couldn't blame it la..later will hurt its feeling..but still..haiz..eventually ended up
with a plaster on my toe..
I reached early that day and had to wait for like about two hours...
Sitting alone there,kind of look like a dumb waiting to be slayed...

THEN,FINALLY IT was MY TURN...

I think god was by my side, helping me because when I stepped into the room,I was calm,
not so nervous..my tongue was doing fine and I managed to say hi and hello to both of the interviewers...supposed to be good afternoon,right..haha..who cares

They threw me a lot of questions,and I was thinking that when would this end..Then suddenly one of the interviewers shot me this questions,"other than passion,why you chose this
field..Oh then I told my story...and because at that time I was too stressful i think..SO when i was telling my story, i Found MYSELF nearly CRied...haha..Tears welling abit..

At last,came the last question..And i Did it badly... OMg..But who cares now???
Before leaving, I said,
" Actually, I am very nervous.."
and he replied, " can see from your cold and clammy hands"
Hahahahahah........I felt so relieved then

Heaven to me

HEAven is where people seek solace..
Not That I have no peace in my life...It's just that sometimes
when i find it hard to express my thoughts to someone or about something,this is
the exact place where i can let all those thoughts out..
So,this is a place called heaven to me..